The a-d-d generation

So i had the sudden sense to write...but i dont know what to write.
Well i got 12 out of 12 on trig and i can listen but i was determined to figure it out. I was like ok...Shannon you have to listen to this lesson, just this one time or i am going to smack you in the face so i listened to myself for once and actually stayed a bit focused. Usually my brain is listening and is like why am i listening..why?...this is sooo boring and my eyes are like ya! this is a great opertunity to distract her from her learning environment! look something shiny! oooh music! then before you know it...homework is assigned and you dont have a clue what it is about and how to do it. Usually this refers to science and sometimes my socials but not as much as sience because i think science is boring which is probribly half my problem...bordom...my long lost enemy. Anyways back to the whole actually listening thing. I listened to the whole lesson and didnt have to go up and ask one question which is a big accomplishment for me! And after i finished i was allowed to color a coloring sheet! i love coloring...it was a monster truck that was about to run over a lizzard or geko or..something thats not why i liked it though :P
I guess i am half watching tv and it seems the only commercials they have on are christmas comercials...they all have to do with snow, or christmas songs or chrismas trees or anything like that all put together. It kinda makes me nervouse cuz i dont know when i am going to see some santa on tv.
(santa just scares me) I have always been scared of santa. Right down to the kindergarten year when our classish groupish thinger went to see some santa and apparently i screamed and refused to go anywhere near him, there is a pictuer of that too...somewhere in my house. And even later on every christmas around five or so years of age i would refuse to go to sleep untill my mom pursuaded me that santa was not going to come down the chimmny and that she would get him to leave the presents at the front door.
Im supposing that i was very relived when i found out that santa wasnt actually real... So i guess my not knowing what to talk about turned into a case of add talking because i went from homework to santa.... Eh its something i would do and so i have an excuse.
And so i suppose that i shall leave you with that, since i am out of stuff to talk about. buhbye till later!